I need some help here --

I am so depressed...  I don't know what to do. 

I just filed bankruptcy 2 years ago because of this job.  My income changed so drastically that I lost everything.  My car, my home, all of it.  I just got things back on track earlier this year and now this crap has to start all over again.  I do not foresee being able to make my rent payments on my new house that I just moved into, my cable will be turned off tonight at midnight for nonpayment, I have an old car now and everything keeps tearing up on it and I cannot afford to fix it, I just looked in my closet and I have no clothes to wear anymore, I have gained 50 pounds, I cry all the time, I am by myself all the time in this house, my family all live about 50 miles from me, so it is not affordable to drive there all the time, I have no friends, and as you can tell, I am seriously DEPRESSED!!!

I don't know what to do anymore....  I have done everything.  I have no life outside of my home anymore.  I never go out, I never take trips, my 5 year old grandson just this weekend asked me why I did not buy him a birthday present for his birthday last month (no money) and Christmas is coming up, which of course will be more of the same since there is no money...

Sorry to unload, just needed somewhere to go for a minute...

• I need some help here -- - anon
  • Also I want to add....sm - blondie_1147
    • Wellbutrin here, it's made a 200% difference in how I feel. (nm) - Been there, but headed back
  • Oh my! I feel for you.. sm - blondie_1147
  • Dailystrength.com....an online community..sm - MTonProzac
  • Agree with below, don't bottle it up sm - Hope2BeHappyMT
  • I agree with the posters below. - You need to take advantage of the options availabl
  • you gave yourself your own answer - time to move
    • That's a great idea actually! (sm) - NCMT
  • Please know you are definitely NOT alone! - anonEmouse
  • Sorry you are feeling so down (sm) - NCMT
    • I've been there - Been there, but headed back
      • Help is a safety net you have paid for sm - I agree

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