I confess

That even though I only work 3 or 4 hours a day, I don't even want to do that. I wish I didn't have to work at all.

• Confessions thread.... - Keep Posting
  • I confess... - My turn
  • I confess... - Certifiable
    • Totally understand that one! - nm
      • I'll add mine so someone can get 3 for the price of 1! ...nm - Driving us crazy in the NE. nm
  • I confess . . - tired and broke
  • I confess...sm - AJS
    • I confess - Sherri
  • I confess - Typer
    • Oh my gosh, I'm the same way!! - nm
  • I confess...again - Hayseed
    • You funny. - Hehehe
  • I confess - l
    • Sleep....beautiful sleep.... nm - Lazy
    • Sister! Except I tend to not even - Me
  • I confess... - Whistle While You Work
    • I hear you- I had a friend dying of AIDS - Fellow human
  • I confess... - MSMT
  • I confess - ;-)
    • You'd have loved the ice cream truck - Misha
      • LOL - that is gross I would not have bought ice cream from him - ;-)
  • I confess... - mtme
    • ditto that one!! - nm
      • Ditto again. - nm
  • I confess . . . - mt2rn
    • I wish I lived - countrymt
      • I confess - Margaret
      • don't worry - mt2rn
      • Lived right at the beach before, hated it - Loni
  • I confess - countrymt
  • I confess. - Devious and Ashamed
    • How do you manage at income tax time? - Lazy
      • I do our taxes myself - devious and ashamed
        • If you really want help.... - Lazy
    • I'm jealous, I wish I had such an account - ClinicMT
      • I wish I had your work ethic! - Me
        • Ethics, she owes big time, - Hmmmm
          • Maybe he's a little over-protective of money. - Me
            • I work, our incomes not combined - Hmmmmmm
              • Some men have kids, but then - Me
  • Ahh, the power of confession. For each confession posted here sm - me
    • OMG, that reminds me - anon
      • Bahahaha! - Ha
        • Warning: gross - Anony Mouse
    • Actually, it was a hair on her chinny, chin, chin! - Hayseed
      • I would chase my kids around the house - Kate
  • I confess - Lazy
    • What would I do without hubby. - Ditto
      • Thanks - Lazy
        • I confess - Junebug
        • P.S. Also than goodness for hubby - Lazy
  • I confess - mine
  • I confess x3 - anon
    • I confess - MTness
  • When I was in bad marriage, I escaped in my SM - Lillibet
  • I confess - anon
  • I confess - dances with wolves
  • I confess x4 - Hayseed
    • Thank God! I'm not the only one- - Margaret
  • I confess... - sm
  • I confess I was in - my "corporate" attire
  • I confess.... - anon
  • I confess - aln
  • I confess............... - Hi five!
  • I confess.... - Keep Posting
  • I confess even the prospect - of a big raise
    • I am a terrible housekeeper, aaaugh, the work I have to do - trose

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I confess I'm on this board right now because I'm at work when I should be on vacation (read burnout)...I really need to take some time off but used up all my PTO time to cover for lost wages from power outtages in this hellhole of a state. 

I confess I don't wanna be on call anymore but I keep doing it for the extra dollars, but it doesn't seem worth it to not be able to ever leave home.

I confess I'm a workaholic and it's kinda pissin' me off right now.

I confess I really like popping zits/ingrown hairs...you should see the ones my pig gets!  Friggin' awesome amounts of pus.  Gross, but you asked for a confession...or two.

that I was a not so great mom to my 2 girls, who are 25 and 30 now, when they were younger...I wish I could make it up to them.

I am addicted to Nicorette gum and I haven't even TRIED in the slightest to get off it.  I admit to the mentality of, "I can have at least ONE vice..." 

I have a short fuse even though it's longer than it was when I was young.

I spend too much time/energy on work and not enough with offspring. 

I BLAME. 

I am tired of being the "responsible one", who has to have the good job and the benefits to pay the mortgage and feed the kids, so DH can "follow his dream", pursuing various career opportunities while getting us deeper and deeper in debt.  It's like trying to shovel the sidewalk when it's still snowing. 

Back to work now.  Sigh.

I've always wanted to be a Dominatrix...you know, complete with naughty-teacher outfit, a whip and a paddle saying, "You've been a naughty, naughty boy."         

I confess that my entire life up until I was about 23-24, I hated myself because my father died.  When I was two years old, my parents were involved in a motor vehicle accident, and they both were killed, my mother instantly, my father lived six weeks.  I had always been told that he was doing well until he learned that my mother and sister had not survived the wreck.  I always felt that if he had loved me, that I would have been enough to pull him through and so his dying must have meant that I was unworthy of love, even from myself. 

Finally one day I had an epiphany - I realized that his dying had nothing to do with me, and everything to do with him and circumstances beyond anyone's control.  I realized that if he did not love me, which I will never know for certain if he did or not, I was NOT at fault.  There was a deficiency in him, not in me.  For goodness' sake, I was only a two year old baby!

Me, please don't ever feel like you are unworthy of love because of the way your parents act/acted.  If your parents never said they loved you, it was probably because of something that happened to them in the way they were raised, not necessarily that they didn't feel love for you.  In any event, it is not something you can control and by golly, it is not something you are responsible for. 

Everyone is worthy of love.  Love is, after all, what makes the world go round. 

HC.