How did I get myself in this pickle?

I'm sitting here wondering how I got myself in the position to be working for a company that just about everyone seems to love but yet I feel like an outsider there and that I can't say a word for fear of being asked not to let the door hit me on the butt on the way out.  I am a very good MT.  I am a very friendly person.  I am a very helpful person.   I am usually very positive.  Yet with the situation I'm in I feel "less than" and definitely not appreciated.  Even when someone does say something meant to let me know I am appreciated, I feel like it is just words coming out of their mouth with no real feeling behind them. 

I'm even afraid that something has changed in me after all these years so that I am the person they have made me feel like and that just can't be!  It makes it hard to even think about looking for work elsewhere or even on another account at the same company for fear that I won't be good enough anymore. 

Thanks for letting me vent.  It is too hard to try to explain this to people who are not MTs.   

• How did I get myself in this pickle? - anon
  • That's what working at home did to me. - Z
    • You do have a point - anon
  • Email - GF
    • Thanks and good luck - anon
  • Thanks to the person who emailed - anon

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